It was a day of shoot with Brij (Brijraj Shumsher Thapa) and it got more challenging cause it rained proper heavy. So, here I share few of my photos of that day where we tried being productive :)
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Cheers!
I walked the
edge blindfolded,
Hand on
hand, every steps on your call,
That fear of
falling any moment,
The thuds of
my heart, they said it all.
With my life
and heart on my palm,
I let you
keep it for me,
I let you
lead the way for us,
I let you be
the eyes to see.
As happy as
much as I was,
Your
presence your touch they faded,
I stretched
out to feel the warmth again,
But nothing did
I feel, I waited.
Then I felt
a soft kiss on my lips,
And your little
smile breaking in,
And a push I
felt and I lost my ground,
The fall
seeped me within.
The sudden
silent noise,
The realization
of your deed,
It killed me
before my fall ended,
And forever
my love shall bleed.
I don’t ask much, but your love is what I long,
For one day is what I ask, for one day to play along.
I know not of tomorrow, but I know I have today,
For this life is too short for me, to wish to live my way.
You don’t have to love me, but I’d ask you to pretend,
Pretend that you love me, your one day could you lend?
I would give you the warmest hugs, on my laps I’d let you lay,
I would hold your hands and kiss your lips, I would wish for you to stay.
With you I'd spend my night, I would adore your charm,
I would snuggle up in a ball, I would sleep in your arms.
It would cut my heart to pieces, it would cut me very deep,
Knowing that you’ll leave me, when the sun’s no more asleep.
But I’d still kiss your lips, I'd rest my face on your palm,
I’d wish my life to end right then, to not face the separating storm.
I know you don’t feel the way I do, neither have you wished the same,
I know I mean nothing at all, and no you’re not to be blamed.
But I shall let the morning rise, I shall let you go,
I shall let you leave me behind, and let my tears flow.
I would bury deep in my blanks, I would cry my heart out,
With broken and heavy heart I’d try, to learn to live without.
I love you so much that it hurts, without you I’m stray,
But one day’s better than never, just one day is what I say.
So one last time I ask of you, to not push me away,
I don’t ask of forever, but forever could be a day.
-J
Sometimes you let go,
Of what you desire the most,
Sometimes you calm your heart,
You save it from getting worst.
Sometimes you've gotta endure,
The impatience and the heartache,
Sometimes you've gotta hold,
All your tears of your heartbreak.
Sometimes you love someone,
But they may not feel the same,
Sometimes the story of theirs,
Could be worse and have no name.
Sometimes they're better off,
Living the life they accept,
Sometimes you've gotta try,
To know how bad they've wept.
Sometimes you've gotta be glad,
That you got to know that soul,
You don't need to make them yours,
The least could give them more.
So let the butterfly fly,
Don't catch it but admire,
Don't make them yours, don't frame them up,
But bless the make of higher.
You can't unsee what's seen,
It'll stay in your brains for long,
Cause I've seen that beautiful soul,
Making me blushing and singing this song.
No I will not lie,
No the feelings I will not hide,
No the words I will not hold,
No my heart I'll not misguide.
I love him to the core,
I love him my own way,
Like a stalker on him I pry,
Not once but everyday.
Confessions and truth,
Spilled my feelings with no shame,
Expressed my heart.. my thoughts,
And impatience played the game.
He gave the sweetest smile,
Then spoke off the track,
Broke my heart cause he said,
That he never loved me back.
No I will not lie,
No the feelings I will not hide,
No the words I will not hold,
No my heart I'll not misguide.
I love him to the core,
I love him my own way,
Like a stalker on him I pry,
Not once but everyday.
Confessions and truth,
Spilled my feelings with no shame,
Expressed my heart.. my thoughts,
And impatience played the game.
He gave the sweetest smile,
Then spoke off the track,
Broke my heart cause he said,
That he never loved me back.
I see through my window,
I see them downpour,
I see the drops on my pane,
I see how they flow.
Like the rain.. my tears,
They don't stop I know,
The pain that remains,
It won't just let go.
So stubborn I say,
The ill fate that grow,
For there lies no confusion,
If I'm an angel, if imma hoe.
But it does hit me hard,
At my heart..at its core,
What's left of me to be honest?
Its one life and I'm living low.
