I gave up

Sunday, October 09, 2016

It's all words
never were they actioned
never had been and never will be.
For once I mentioned about the rose,
that withered
that died
I tried watering it foolishly
with hopes of having another chance
just one more chance.
I gave up,
while the dry petals floated sarcastically in the vase
while the water reached the brim
while the weak thorns laughed at me
I gave up.
For every words were lies to you
every motives wrong
every actions wrong
every breaths wrong.
How far am I to wander to prove what this broken heart felt while it was whole
how many sins do I embrace to draw myself away
of every haunting memories
of beautiful memories
of you
and of you giving up.


-J. Yogi

Rose

Sunday, October 09, 2016

You're like a Rose to me.
You wither.
One petal at a time
everyday
dying
losing all your presence
in my room of love.
I'll give you a rose when I see you,
to over show what I'm thinking of.
Cause you're the same rose
that once I held with evergreen smiles
Cause you're the same rose
that I now hold you with despise.
A rose for me is you 
and forever you'll be.
I'll keep you in between my pages of my favourite book
to remind myself of changes
of love and love turned hate.
You're like a Rose to me.
Dead.


- J.Yogi